After graduating from high school in 1974
I attended my final church youth camp at the Romoca Lodge camp near Palmer
Lake, Colorado. The ministry and
fellowship present at the camp produced a rich and inspiring spiritual
environment. At one point, while walking
over to the baseball field one afternoon with a friend I found myself looking
down at my feet to see if I was still walking on the ground. I felt so incredibly wonderful. As we walked and talked together I longed to
continue in the fellowship of the One who had brought each of us such
unspeakable joy.
Soon after returning home from camp, a
number of youth, who had been at the camp, came to our small mission in Canon
City, Colorado, for a witnessing weekend.
During the Sunday worship I shared how the Lord had blessed me at the
camp and that He was now leading me to draw close to Him through studying the
scriptures. However, as I testified that
morning, I did not know where to begin.
The Three Standard Books, as they are
often called in the Restoration, posed a formidable challenge to me because
reading in general had always been very difficult for me. In fact, back in grade school I had been
placed in special reading classes because I had such difficulty. But while testifying before the congregation
that morning of God’s goodness in my life, my attention was drawn to the Book
of Mormon on the worship center table.
In that moment the Lord impressed upon me the understanding that I
should begin by reading this book of scripture.
Since I did not have a copy of the Book of
Mormon of my own, I began reading from the worship center copy in our mission
building. The compelling witness of
Jesus Christ contained in the pages of the Book of Mormon drew me to this
small, humble sanctuary nearly every evening after work and on many weekends
until I had read it cover to cover. What
I had read confirmed to me that this indeed is a true record of God’s covenant
peoples whom He had led to the Americas over two and a half millennia ago.
On a
personal level, the writings contained in the Book of Mormon were as
challenging to me as they were intriguing and inspiring. They caused me to examine my life, especially
my desires and motives. As a result,
each evening it seemed I spent as much or more time in prayer as I did
reading. One passage of scripture was
especially sobering to me.
And
thus we can plainly discern, that after a people have been once enlightened by
the Spirit of God, and have had great knowledge of things pertaining to
righteousness, and then have fallen away into sin and transgression, they
became more hardened, and thus their state becomes worse than though they had
known these things. Alma 14:58
Upon reading this verse for the first
time, I found myself going to my knees calling upon the Lord to keep me from
such an end. I pleaded with Him to stir
my heart to faithfulness all through my life so that I would never deny
Him. Reading on, other verses served to
reinforce this same desire and prayer to remain faithful unto the end of my
life (Alma 31:37, Helaman 2:161-167, III
Nephi 3:12-20, Mormon 4:36-56).
Although I had had such trouble reading in
my youth, reading became much easier as I progressed in my journey through the
Book of Mormon. Simultaneously I felt a
cleansing taking place in my soul. I
grew to want nothing more than to know Jesus Christ of whom the prophets of
this land had spoken so plainly (Ether
5:41). I wanted to serve Him in
whatever way or capacity I could and, if possible, to participate in His work
of redemption in these latter days (Moroni
8:2). Equal to this growing desire
in my heart, I felt a calling beginning to emerge, a calling to do something
with this incredible witness of Jesus Christ and His work and ministry.
In
the fall of the same year I became very busy working as a machinist in Canon
City and commuting to Pueblo, Colorado, to attend college courses. I was soon elected to be the boy’s youth
leader in our church District, which placed a responsibility on me to hold
activities for the young men of the several branches and missions in Southeast
Colorado.
During this busy time in my life, my
hunger to know Jesus Christ and His ways continued to motivate my study and
prayer life. One notable event occurred
in the fall of 1974. I spent a weekend
in a friend’s primitive cabin in the Sangre de Cristo Mountains of Southern
Colorado. Amazingly, I was able to read
the entire New Testament of the Bible that weekend. The words of the apostles came alive, and filled
my soul even as the Book of Mormon had as I read of Jesus and His marvelous
words and work among His people. It was
then that I realized I had been healed of my reading disabilities while reading
from the Book of Mormon earlier during the summer of that year.
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